I really honestly hate goodbyes

Bye. I seriously hate that word. Reason? I've already said it too much. Bye is like I'm never going to see you again or I don't know when we're going to meet again. It's better to say later or ttyl or see you. At least I know that we'll see each other, that somehow we're all going to stay connected. Even if it isn't true, I can at least let myself be in denial or believe in false illusions. Life in denial is sometimes life worth living. At least for those who cant face reality. I want to know that somehow somewhere in life, we`re going to run in again. But what are the chances of that happening? And even if that comes true, what are we going to say? I can only think of three words...I missed you...